IT HIT ME a couple of months ago.
While I was shopping on BLACK FRIDAY with T.
It's been stalking me..
I've been obsessing...
I've dreamt of these two numbers.. 40......80...
When this little doll is the age I am now, I WILL BE 80!!!
Will I be able to go shopping with my baby girl on BLACK FRIDAY when I'm 80? HIGHLY DOUBT IT.
Will I even still be alive?
Why am I obsessing and worrying about this?
I don't feel 40 (today anyway).
You can look at it two ways...I guess this has been a real wake up call from the guy upstairs. Or the guy downstairs?
I take comfort in God's word...
"Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life ?" Matthew 6:27
The answer to that is NO YOU CAN'T! Why am I worrying about this stuff?
Because I WANT TO BE FAIR TO BABY BAKERS! I DON'T WANT TO BE a "no fun mom" when she is 40! But I know MY GOD has this one so I MUST STOP OBSESSING. I just had to get it off my chest.
Here are 2 more numbers for you...
40........90. That's how old THE CAPTAIN will be when she's 40!
I KNOW-STOP OBSESSING RIGHT? Enjoy each day!! And that is my prayer, that these dumb numbers will escape my mind!
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34
AINT THAT THE TRUTH???
So what are your thoughts? HOW OLD IS TOO OLD TO HAVE A BABY?
CELEBS like JOHN TRAVOLTA & Kelly Preston, TONY RANDLE, Michael Douglas, Celine Dion etc... are all having/had babies in their 40's, 50's, 60's and even 70's. IS THIS FAIR TO THEIR KIDS??
My good friend recently reminded me of this passage...as pregnancy has taken a toll on her and also did on my body this last time. Interestingly enough, ALSO MY BLOG "THEME VERSE."
"Like arrows in the hands of a warrior are children born in one’s youth." Psalm 127:4
THE EMPHASIS BEING ON "BORN IN ONE'S YOUTH."
I think I am no longer a "YOUTH". When did I stop being one though? It happened so fast that I am NOW MIDDLE AGED! WOW!
Can't wait to hear all your thoughts on this one!
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